Assalamualaikum,

Hi. It's rarely to see me update new post in middle of the night. I can't sleep. There's so much things going on my mind right now. I freaking hate late night thoughts. It make me feel so difficult to fall asleep. Actually, I'm having headache & stomachache right now maybe due to currently I'm having pms. You know what is worse than having my PMS right now ? I have to go to sleep without a good night wish from him. It's make me felt so uneasy and quite sad actually. It has been so long since I felt this way. Before this, I don't care at all if there's no one wish me good night and I didn't even care where I put my handphone. Because I'm used to it.  I don't know how to deal with my feelings right now. I don't know what should I do. I don't know how to describe my feelings right now. Is it sad or just feel empty inside. Hm.